My theme verse for this year says, "I will go before you and will level the mountains..."
So I've been praying God would do that, all the while having my own ideas of what the "mountains" are... and always they were something "out there".
This week I began to realize the "mountains" He's working on are the ones inside of me. The doubt, fear and unbelief that loom up as huge "mountains". But they're going...and I'm GLAD! I'm learning to trust, even when I DON'T UNDERSTAND.
He who promised is faithful, so faithful!
SEEN, HEARD, ACCEPTED, PLAYED WITH, TAUGHT, PROTECTED, PROVIDED FOR, ENOUGH, VALUED, AFFECTION
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Nothing Wrong...
They say...no news is good news.
I have no real excuses...I'm not on vacation, my computer still works, I haven't tried sticking my finger in the mower and my dog didn't die...
And yet...there have been no posts... OH! It just hit me - I turned 40! Could that have something to do with it?? The brain doesn't function as well, we get confused, the memory goes (along with the hair), we feel tired (exhausted, really) before the day is half over, we make MOUNTAINS out of mole hills, people get mad...it makes us sad, we wonder why people get married younger all the time (why I remember when he was born!), we enjoy salads, but then...eat chocolate to even things out, we worry...about the future...AND it even hinders our sleeping...
No there is NOTHING wrong with me - NOTHING AT ALL! I just turned 40 but that's nothing that time won't cure.
I have no real excuses...I'm not on vacation, my computer still works, I haven't tried sticking my finger in the mower and my dog didn't die...
And yet...there have been no posts... OH! It just hit me - I turned 40! Could that have something to do with it?? The brain doesn't function as well, we get confused, the memory goes (along with the hair), we feel tired (exhausted, really) before the day is half over, we make MOUNTAINS out of mole hills, people get mad...it makes us sad, we wonder why people get married younger all the time (why I remember when he was born!), we enjoy salads, but then...eat chocolate to even things out, we worry...about the future...AND it even hinders our sleeping...
No there is NOTHING wrong with me - NOTHING AT ALL! I just turned 40 but that's nothing that time won't cure.
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