New Things

I heard myself saying the other day, "I don't like new things." It seemed like a strange thing to say because I often get tired of the same ole every-day things and wish for something new or different. As I sat down to think about it, I realized that what I don't like about new things is the unknown, uncertainty and fear that it can bring. At times it also means more work. The process of getting there looks hard.

At work recently we changed banks. For me this means new checks, a new remote deposit system to learn, navigating a new online bank account, setting up a new vendor in Quick Books and making sure all pre-authorized credit card payments are switched to the correct account. During the transition time, it was the fun of making sure the deposits went to the right account while juggling check writing to make sure there were no overdrafts.

One day I was talking with a manager about some of the logistics. He said that he doesn't know for sure how it will all look, but let's keep talking about it. That gave me a lot of comfort for I realized I'm not in this alone. We are walking through it together.

I believe it's that way in the bigger picture of life, as well. When God brings new things my way I don't have to cower in fear for I see God taking my hand and saying, "Come, Pauline, we're in this together. Let's keep talking about it."

Do Not Grieve

This verse was highlighted to me this morning:

"Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength."

Nehemiah 8:10b

In this context I believe it is saying that when we understand what the Lord is doing/saying we don't have to be sad but can rejoice. It seems like sorrow and joy often go together but I have found that as I open my heart to feel the pain, and invite Jesus into that place, the greater the capacity to experience joy.

This chapter in Psalms is a favorite of mine and speaks of joy and sorrow, as well:

When the Lord restored the fortunes of Zion, 

we were like those who dreamed.

Our mouths were filled with laughter, 

our tongues with songs of joy. 

Then it was said among the nations,

"The Lord has done great things for them."

The Lord has done great things for us, 

and we are filled with joy. 

Restore our fortunes, O Lord, 

like streams in the Negev.

Those who sow with tears

will reap with songs of joy. 

Those who go out weeping,

carrying seed to sow, 

will return with songs of joy,

carrying sheaves with them.

Psalms 126

Whatever place you are in today, I bless you to fully embrace all that God has and find the joy even in the sorrow.